Zane & Marshall, My cutest identical twin boys IN THE WORLD!

by Johnny
(Morgan)

Hi The story begins at a hospital in Southern Mo. On the 14th day of Feb. 2005, me being a 23 year old father to be (who had never even held a child before), was overwhelmed with a feeling I HAD NOT EXPECTED when my "perfect" twins two little boys came out at 9:23 PM I bawled like a baby, and had a panic attack, I remember the nice doc. gave Daddy a valium. What an overwhelming feeling not one, but two ..."little me's" I was HOOKED, never thinking I could love someone(s) SO much, and have such a instinct kick in SO fast.
The next shocker was 2 days later when their biological mother left the hospital not to return... WE WEREN'T CLOSE, and later admitted she just wanted me to marry her.... SO there I was, alone 23, with identical boys, Zane, and Marshall I considered adoption for probably 1/100th of a second, as it wasn't an option at that point. I must of drove those poor nurses CRAZY, as I hit that call button over a 100 times in the next day... then the time came , Mr. Mo$%a& here are your boys, good luck! What? what do I do??? I called my father, who came, and helped us get through the first couple months of colic, and NON-STOP crying. I have NEVER used a babysitter, other than family, and now they are 5 , & I find myself being OVER-PROTECTIVE, and smothering, but I know they love me as much as I love them, and I WOULD NEVER TAKE 1 SECOND of the past 5 years back. Now they are FUN, and my BEST FRIENDS!