Two Amazing Little Angels

Being a mother of two boys already, I was overwhelmed at finding out my third pregnancy was twins, possibly triplets. I was carrying three sacs, but only two babies. Thank God!!!

During my 34 weeks of twin pregnancy I thought about how hard it was going to be raising all these children basically alone. I went through a point of depression and had to get counseling because I was so close to having an abortion. I do not believe in abortion, but my mind was on my financial situation, which was not good at the time, and the thought of being a single mom again, this time to two and not one child.

I had to stop and think about the pros and cons of this action. Knowing all along that I am a christian and deep in my religion, I really had no business thinking this in the first place no matter what the situation was. These were two beautiful tiny lives that did not ask to be brought into this world.

I am so glad I made the right choice to bring my twins into this world. Them along with my other two, I just know my outlook on life would not be the same. Reality did not actually set in until I saw these two little angels faces.

After I got them home it was then time to adjust to doing everything twice. This took a little time, because two is way harder than one. But with the grace of God and help from my mother and my oldest (9 years old at the time) son things began to operate a little smoother. Today my children are 10, almost 5, and the twins are 10 months, and oh what a journey it has been. I can say that I have come a long way and still trying to make it to a bigger point of ease. Being a mother of 4, going to school, and working 1 sometimes 2 jobs is so hard but what can I say? it is the life of a single mother who doesn't want to let her kids or her family down. Hope everyone who sees these pictures thinks my baby's are as beautiful as I think they are. I call them my angels, because without them I do not know where I would be today.